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Despair

by Jurel

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Why does everything have to change so much
Why can't things just remain the same
Why do I have to act so different
From my personality to ignore this pain

The pain that constantly aches in my brain
The pain trying to make me go insane
Why, why, why...?

Corruption pouring through my bloodline
Pure anger pulsing through my veins
Yet I don't feel too upset right now
'Cus my heart feels like it's been enslaved

You told me not to be abnormal
But you never said I couldn't be strange
Why, why, why... Were you so difficult?
Why, why, why... Am I so miserable?
Why, why, why... Weren't we compatible?
Why, why, why... Am I so baffled for?
Shit.... Almost got lost in my train of thought

I once said that I don't do punchlines
Well that's because that'd require a brain
And I can't use mine properly right now
'Cus my mind's just not in the right place

An endless cycle of bullshit
Encouraged me to drop out
And now I'm starting to see
What hardships are all about
My personality made me think these words would never come out my mouth
But the stress is building up too much, so I guess it's time for them to come out

My life is full of regrets
Stress, reality checks
For more or less
Can't really rest
Sleepless nights aren't the best
Writing this at 5:10 am
Really needa get this off of my chest

If I could say you're mine
One more time
I feel as if everything would be fine
I'm dying inside
At least you can see I have a soft and sensitive side
I'm not just writing ridiculous rhymes

If I could say you're mine, mine mine
One more time, time, time
I would be fine, fine fine (x2)

If I could say you're mine
If I could say it one more time
I feel as if everything would be fine (x2)

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released September 11, 2013
Produced by Paul the Imaginator

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